I AND YOU

              He was the first man in my life whom i loved unconditionally. He had the pleasure of filling so many roles in my life. Role model, teacher, leader, coach, hero, confidant, counsellor, journeyman, etc. I thought it would be the same all my life. But, things gradually changed with time. He became too busy, had no time. Except me, all the other things in this world became important to him. Many questions raised in my mind, he had no time to listen to them and answer. So, thought of putting those thoughts here, may be one fine day he would answer them.(?) I want him back in my life.
              
                     "You've been away all these times. When my heart reached for you, you've been too busy; you blame your job. you say all that you do is just for me. But we have just one life to live, trust our life to be together, till the end, forever. Trust me and you."

                       "You never sat by me to hear the chimes. You say, its fantasy too good to be true. You never comforted me as I sob. You said you would some day, but you didn't see."

                         "We have just one life to live, just one life to be together, till the end of forever. Its not too late, please stop to pause. Please stop and listen- You'll hear a whole life to be together. Just me and you- 'DAD & DAUGHTER'!"

         Dad, you know why daughter's love their dad the most? As they believe that there is at least one man in the world who will never hurt them. I often find myself missing you. The sadness still comes along once in a while. There are no words to tell you what I feel inside. The hurt, the anger, might gradually subside. A billion times I'll need you, a billion times I'll cry... I love you dearly! In my heart you hold a place that no no can ever fill. I will smile whenever I hear your name and be proud of you dad. 
                               Dad, I miss you more than words can ever say. There is not a moment that goes by that I don't think about you. I would give anything to have you back. I cant believe I have to go through life without you. I miss everything about you - your advice, our trips, your dry sense of humour, your intelligence & wisdom, cooking for you, making fun of you with the computer,. You were the best man I ever knew and that will never change. LOVE YOU DAD!